Downers

At the moment, the whole world feels like it's on some kind of depressive mong out, this should not be the case as it's finally begun snowing in sunny whistler, but i've literally had it out with hsbc for hours today, cannot pay rent until my wire transfer comes through, which is looking like it hasn't even been sent let alone coming towards arrival. As such, i have zero money and the prospect of no money to come until i start work. I can't pay for rent for this month until payment comes through, which my staff housing has been surprisingly understanding about. Still, i feel like i'm taking the piss which is the least appropriate thing for my actions to be going towards.

According to everyone this is likely in the first few weeks, the hassle of accomodating yourself/your belongings and your problems while dealing with the inevitable karmic retribution of fucking with the man over my pitiful years of existence. WORDY WORDY WORDY.

I have plans with no means, money with no access, and life in waiting, the feeling is i'm just in one my generic bad moods, some things from home never change.

Sorry to not be more positive, once i pay for my rent i'll be a lot more chirpy, and aim to get phoning friends from back home asap. It may not sound like much yet, but potential is overwhelming.

Dreamzzz