Hichiaus

So the last 7 days has been a reasonably unproductive, entertaining blur, from hopefully attempting to sort something relevant to my educational future on monday to wrecking my actual mind over the rest of the week, a lot has happened, good/bad/ugly, but other than being over the top drunk and probably embarassing i don't really have many regrets. I finally got my skateboard back on thursday which is like a little piece of heaven, the first activity fix i've been able to indulge in since snowboarding every day for like 6 months is completely well needed, i feel like an out of shape american or something right now, minus the super size. It's been good to see/spend time with a lot of old friends and see how a lot of them are actually doing something at least fulfilling for themselves, definitely makes coming home a lot more enjoyable, whether i see them or not. I think i'm finally sober for the first time since monday night, and am probably going to try and make a concious effort to remain at least a little closer to that side of my mentality for a while, just while things get settled and i aim to reintroduce myself to the world i wish to be a part of. I suppose as i'll forget everything in my life pretty soon i should note what i've even done, so Guildford was great other than not being allowed to see my parents in wetherspoons and having to wait outside for like an hour due to no i.d, smooth, seeing friends and going out with no contacts tuesday was great, definitely one of the first times that's actually been worthwhile in ashford, maidstone, wednesday all day sessions in sun and parks, finally got a phone, thursday playing football like a 12 year old with best friends, london last night was really weird but good in a lot of ways, unfortunately missed a few bands sets/everyones in such a sweaty club, but at least roused my mind from stupour long enough to have a lot of good chats.

This is categorically probably the worst blog post i've ever done, looking back there's not even any redeeming features of it's usefulness to anyone. But, on one good note, i'm aiming to try and get about 5 tracks of totally different genres done next week, probably just staying in and planning good things, so if anyone would like to get involved/contribute, don't hesitate to get in touch, it's literally going to be as diverse a project as possible so there'll be room for anyone playing anything, there is no food in my house so i'm about to walk 2 miles to buy a sandwich, love to the world. x