Europe

So the last few days have been pretty cool actually, i've been a little dehabilitated from whatever issues my head was dealing with, but it actually seems to be getting better, which im currently taking full advantage of via just trying to get some ideas on paper, plan some good things and think about what the fuck it is that i'm going to do with my life. Telling people with a sure voice that my agenda is set when i know next to nothing about where and when im going anywhere is getting old, i know myself to be too spontaneous to truly plan anything, and it's worked out so far. From keeping a bit of a lurk on happenings back in England, there's such a discrepancy between the people doing something, whether it be promising, succesful, or perhaps uninspired, to the people living the same old. I don't really know what i'm saying, my mind isn't yet fully functional again, but basically, i'm just looking forward to seeing and hanging out with people back home who are actually trying to put their mind to good use, get some projects going and not be scared about just getting themselves out there without giving a shit about the vulnerability or embarassment some people might try and force out from it, and im equally looking forward to not having to see the people who suck, and just use disdain, cynicsm and basically stupid humour to escape from actually trying out being a human being. Speaking of which, i finally feel like one again, i quit my job today, so am no longer a slave to machines and rich suit pieces of shit, it's liberating, i can expect a fullish paycheck plus holiday pay, tax rebate, deposits and stuff in a few weeks so i will even have money to come home with, hopefully. This has been a shitty blurred post, i'm aware of that, but fuck, i'm just glad to have enough conciousness to even type anything at all. I am deleting, into the danish, and not into pussies, get out.

Goodnight world, 4 am.